7th July (forgot to press post)
I have done something radical. I have banned all negative and unproductive thoughts from entering my domain. I will be positive about this situation and the fact I have two weeks ( ish) left of this internship and still no job to speak of - I have no idea what my next address will be or indeed where it will be in the world but god does. somehow that went from being epically scary to actually being ok. People often say they wish they had my faith. but it goes hand in hand with the doubt and the periods when God either is or feels silent.
I am content being single which is probably a good sign, in fact being single is great - don't get me wrong I still dream of the beautiful family I will have one day but that could be like 10 years away... I pray its closer than that but Its kind of up to God. I like the idea that I haven't had my romance story yet and it will be brilliant.
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